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this is jamila and lisa's roadtrip, one ride we will never forget.

Jam(ila) Fong Hee. A highly peculiar fourteen year old female who believes dreams come true. When she becomes all grown up, she shall become a psychiatrist.^^

smile smiles .=]A smile is a gift of acknowlegement.


♥ lisa liu. a thirteen year young girl who has given up on hope because it just hurts too much when you're let down.

enter if you dare. October 2009 November 2009

why hello thereee. :) we haven't blogged in ages, it quite depressing really. just a lot of exams lately, but thank god they are over. it's really exhilerating if you know what i mean. i just think back and wonder, why the hell was i even in the state of ott worry mood's, that i ate two kiwis before my commerce test. i just wonder.
back on track. as i was saying, we haven't blogged in ages. but i'm here now, that's gotta be something right? i have no idea what i'm going to blog about. you know what, i'm just going to leave it as this. blog later tonight, after i have finished writing my ballad for english. pretty insane crap i know. :) goodbye losers.
i don't think we have been blogging properly much because of our yearly exams which start basically like tomorrow. i have a maths textbook in my lap, i was staring at it intensely, pen and paper by my side. but my head was in another place. what i saw on that math textbook page, meant nothing to me. not at this time.
i can't concentrate, and as i said my head is in another place. my mind has drifted somewhere strange. to be honest, right now i feel like a tonne of boulders have been thrown on my head. somewhat i'm finally feeling angry and pissed, after keeping it for so long. it just builds up and builds up, until you basically explode.
things happen to be going at a really fast pace, zooming right past my eyes. and as every minute ticks by things get more complicated and more stranger. i wish for so many things such as having the courage to tell someone something i have kept for so long, and something i really want to tell them. i hate how you have to plan what to do in each situation, how someone will react. and the more i think about it, the more it hurts.
i wished that maybe if life wasn't such a complicated labyrinth, then maybe for once i would be going in the right direction. not round and round in circles that begin and stop no where. i wish that i could just cry my eyes out without waking up in the morning with an instant giveaway. maybe this is just one of those phases that all teenagers go through, i have no idea.
but every bad thing thats happened to me recently is just screaming itself in front of my eyes. i wish i could just get away from it, but it's too close even though it seems so far away. lost for words. speechless. this is who i have become.
i think i just went on and on, and i dont give if it doesnt make sense. not now anyway. that's simply all i had to say. goodnight.
lisa x
the beautiful quotes that linger in the sultry air, that i live by, and they are all by one amazing author, sarah dessen.



❝it's just that...i just think that some things are meant to be broken. imperfect. chaotic. it's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? there have to be a few holes in the road. it's how life is.❞

❝so many versions of just one memory, and yet none of them were right or wrong. instead, they were all pieces. only when fitted together, edge to edge, could they even begin to tell the whole story.❞

❝anyone can hide. facing up to things, working through them, that's what makes you strong. ❞
 
❝if you try anything, if you try to lose weight, or to improve yourself, or to love, or to make the world a better place, you have already achieved something wonderful, before you even begin. forget failure. if things don't work out the way you want, hold your head up high and be proud. and try again. and again. and again. ❞

❝i don't believe in failure, because simply by saying you've failed, you've admitted you attempted. and anyone who attempts is not a failure. those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. the ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them.❞

❝what did it feel like, i wondered, to love someone that much? so much that you couldn't even control yourself when they came close, as if you might just break free of whatever was holding you and throw yourself at them with enough force to easily overwhelm you both. i had to wonder, but he clearly knew: you could see it, feel it coming off him, like a heat. i almost envied him that. almost.❞

❝love is needing someone. love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.❞
blogger had this stupid stupid outage. and me and jamila were complaining about it, and jamila lost a blog, so it was the most gay-est outage ever. so anyway, i think a few people know what i'm going to blog about today, and it's basically about judging others doesn't define who they are, it defines you.
people are cowards. every single human is a coward, just like how every single human is a sinner and a hyprocrite. why you ask? when we have a problem with other people, we tend to go behind their back and in other words bitch about them. we rarely and hardly ever go to that person and say it straight to their face. because that's who we are. and when you are judging others, you aren't defining who they are, all you are doing is defining who you are. what you say defines, what type of a person you are.
i have to admit i am a coward. but the thing is, just because you admit you are, it doesn't make you any better, because in the end, it's the same. i'm just like another billion people, and they are just like me.
so, you think you're not a coward?

Binna's my superhero.=]

oh and we called each other idiots (must admit though, we kind of are=] ).^^ debating is cool.=]

anyways, binna tried to hit me softly with her tennis requet....EPIC FAIL MAN.T T

when the raquet had contact with my backside, the trapped in between made this reallllllly cool sounds. (i would've asked her to do it again if it didn't hurt...T t )

OH.another thing. i measure calories/kilojoules in tic tacs.^^

equation:-
T.t=C/2

oh and i write my crying emoticon like this now: T t( XD)

OH..and some crazyy girl hit me with a tennis racquet today. but i still lOve her heaps.=]

and...Anna.=] you need to take it easy....because actions can have costly costs.

english was fun...poems rock.^^

lOve jam xox

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you have no idea how long it takes jamila to blog. in fact she started last night and just finished this afternoon. she's a very strange child :) but i love her anyway ♥
so i have to say a one thing, that may not be necessarily that nice, but it's my perspective, what i believe to be the truth. so jamila blogged on number 10 about overcoming that pretty mask, and i think i need to add something to what she has said.
you never know who someone is. all you can really see is what they let on. and it seems people always happen to judge by how someone appears you be, and never ever look beyond those deceptive eyes. i don't think anybody really does. that's something we do, judge a book by its cover, and i admit that i do that sometimes. but some people just seem to be the oh-so-perfect person, with the beautiful and innocent personality that fills your heart with something pure. people are kind of chicks hatching from an egg. the shell always will crack in the end. what you didn't see coming just spills out. and it's strange, because you've grown to love and care for that person, and all of a sudden you become the two strangers you were at first. but if that person inside has a heart, they will wait for you to accept who they really are. and you will grow to love and care for them more. but most cases, that person has no heart, and walk out.
this doesn't even equate to half of what i want to say. but i guess, you can't keep turning the pages, or the book will end way before you do. think about it, it's like a thought for your dinner :)

lisa x
"I'm just a Summer Girl" by Jessica Andrews is truly a wonderful song btw.=]


it's about being carefree, not living with set rules and knowing limitless boundaries....in my perspective.^^




well, in this world of ours, there are in fact, many set rules.
but many of them we don't even have connections with.
yet many we believe in.




Today, i realised life really is in fact, contains many flaws.
because of these flaws, life is enjoyable.
when life is enjoyable, sometimes things run down hill.
when it runs downhill, things go from bad to worse.
when its worse, everything seems hopeless.
Once there is no hope, something twinkles in the distance.
the sparkle which can solve the multiple problems.
but how far would you do to take that twinkle o f a life time?


most people just ignore their problems. hate whoever they hate for the rest of their lives. skip the hard parts of their lives...in other words, give up easily. and why? because of the very fact that their hatred blinds them. So yes, the other "side" tries to cooperate and say sorry, but what does the other do, ignore the signs. no matter what, you are literally giving up to become friends, as kin. you are untying ties of friendship, life, things associating with the world. and you may not think this, but in fact, it's quite true. SO what if it seems impossible to overcome that.The more hatred within,

(my awesome made up quoteXD)

"The Blacker The Heart, The HARDER To LOve."

the harder it is to lOve that person...

everyone deserves second chances in life.without its chances, life cannot be liven(another quote)"

((sigh...forgot something that i was planning to blog about...T t)

oh....damn.SIGH.T t

I REMEMBERRR.XD

about time too.=]

it's a waste of emotions to hate somebody for life...and sometimes, you'll regret it.

you may not think that, but someday you will.

And you would hate each yourslef until you die...

for realising how stupid you were.

"everyone needs to be care free."

Love Jam xox

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